It's my life...

1st July 2011...

2011-07-01T13:47:00.004+08:00

I write this blog in the office during my 2 hour break...
While I was google-ing where should we go for buffet in Penang,
for my dear dear birthday celebration,
n I thought of my blog,
coz here got links to some of the famous food blog...
N here i am updating my blog...

It's been a month d...
time really flies...
to be exact is 26 days
working in this new environment...
still learning, still adjusting...
working life wasn't easy,
still i will defeat it as my challenge to myself...

Once again,
wish my dear dear
Happy Birthday in advance,
I can't blog on the exact day,
coz i will be by his side all day long at tht time...
"Happy Birthday & Love ya always"!!!
Muaaaackzss...

It's been a while...

2011-06-13T23:14:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since my last update...

So, what am i up to for such long time?

Job hunting!! Of course...

Been job hunt since i am bac to Penang...

went to few tough interviews...

And finally,

Now I am an employed,

working d...

with normal hours,

Mon to Fri,

Jus left Saturday and Sunday for my own...

and for my dear dear...

Honeymoon finish d,

Is time to work my ass out,

and earn money...

for car, ptptn and lots more...

This week is the second week for me for this new job,

hopefully everything goes well to me la...

still adjusting myself in this new environment...

Now for me,

time is not enough,

sleep is not enough,

money is even more not enough...

So long...

my blog...

see ya till the next time!!!

Nitez!!

Life is hard, Reality is harsh!!!

2011-05-29T01:47:00.003+08:00

Been through few bad days,
reality is too harsh to me these days...

Even sometimes,
I would break out and cry,
but things din get better at all...

Interviews din get well...
Things get worse...
Life gets hard...

你是我最重要的决定。。。

2011-03-19T11:08:00.005+08:00

范玮琪『最重要的決定』

Share this nice song to all of u!!!
Here are the lyrics of the song...

我常在想應該再也找不到
任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友還為你撐腰

你還是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少
我們不能什麼都想要

你是我最重要的決定
我願意每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏只有親密

你是我最重要的決定
我願意打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑只有經營

我想你了。。。

2011-03-19T02:37:00.002+08:00

夜深了，

我独自一个人上网，

看连续剧，

看着看着，

想起了你，

此刻的我，

想你了。。。

原来，

我已经习惯有你在，

赖着你，

此刻的我，

只想赖着你，

抱着我入睡。。。

我喜欢你抱我的感觉，

在你怀里，

我就像个宝宝，

有种被宠爱的感觉。。。

原来，

我早就习惯了你。。。

戒不掉你了。。。

繁华热闹的城市背后。。。

2011-03-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

今天，
不知怎么了，
特别的感触。。。
想写一下，
在繁华热闹的城市背后。。。

身在城市中的我，
每天都在想回家乡。。。
在同时的当儿，
又有谁和我身同感受呢?

在这繁华热闹的城市背后。。。
有着多少游子，
有着多少人的眼泪，辛酸和痛苦。。。
才能成就这座城市的繁荣。。。

每天过着千篇一律的生活，
有些人狂欢，
有些人狂笑，
有些人狂吃，
一笑而过。。。

可到了夜深一个人静下来的时候，
狂欢，狂笑，狂吃过后。。。
卸下面具，卸下伪装，
压力来袭，寂寞来袭，
又有谁来给你温暖呢？？

Got Feel...

2011-03-18T15:28:00.002+08:00

Today,
I got the feel to write my blog again
and here I am...

Did not update my blog for quite a long time...
Is because ofter CNY there are alot of things to do...
I need 2 pack up my things...
Packing, Packing and Packing...
Been living in KL for two years plus...
There are tones of stuff I need 2 pack...
Still headache dunno how to move all those stuff back...
need 2 sacrifice some things d...

Yup, that's right...
I will be back Penang in one month time...
I ald render my resign letter
and I will be jobless in May...
So who ever read this post,
got any job recommendation for me in Penang pls tell me ya...

Okay, bac to the reality that we are facing now...
The hottest and the latest news for the world now
is the tsunami and earthquake that happened in Japan...
Japan is the place that I always wanted to go...
But now, is almost gone...
They have my full respect in handling the whole situations
and let's hope that Japan will go through this disaster in no time...
Pray hard for them...and all my friends in Japan...
Hope everyone is fine there...

Attend my friends' Convocation at KLCC

2011-02-21T16:57:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday,
I have attend to my friends' Convocation at KLCC...
Met with alot my college mates, class mates and friends...
Take alot of photos with all of them...
It let me think back the time where we used to study together,
do endless assignment together, lepak together and go explore KL together...
It also let me think back that if I choose to go UK study at that time,
I would be graduating with them as well...
But, since I have made decision not to go...
I won't regret the decision I made that time...
At least, I been to UK also...

Now, we are all officially graduate d...
We no longer teenage d...
We have grown up d...
We cannot stick together like we used to,
We are apart from each other to continue each other path way...

Although we are all apart from each other,
but do remember to keep in touch...
One day,
we will all reunion again...
Maybe when we old some day...
or maybe some of us get married in future...
hahaha...

Lastly,
Congratulations to all my friends that graduated from LJMU...
May all of u find ur dream job one day...
Love ya all!!!

Back to work..again...

2011-02-21T16:39:00.002+08:00

CNY holiday finish d lor...
After not working for half month...
I feel a bit not used to it at KL...
I miss my bed back home...
I miss my dear dear...
I miss all the delicious food in Penang...

This CNY all I do is eat, eat and eat...
Fat ki liao...
But nvm la,
once a year...
Need to keep fit here lor...

This year CNY to me,
is a special one,
coz this year I got spend time with my dear dear
and his relatives...
Is my first year to visit his relatives...
and I spend more time at his home than I used too...
Got a bit gan cheong at first when I go visit his relatives with him...
Then feels ok at the end...
His relatives was good to me...

Then,
Is also our first time celebrate our Valentine together this year,
last year he was in UK...
We had our Valentine's dinner at Dome,
but it didn't went well coz the Dome service is so bad...
we waited for 1 hour and we did not get what we order...
sienz tiao...
but it ended well for us coz we manage to watch the movie on time
and we laugh our way back home...

Time flies when there are happy moments...
Here I am,
back to KL...
Working again...
sienz...

My Sunday...

2011-01-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday again...

This week Sunday is still the same,

平平静静的过。。。

My Sunday is gonna end in another few more hours...

I dun wan it ended so soon...

My precious Sunday...

Tomorrow need 2 go working again...

2 more weeks to go...

Hope that time run faster so that CNY quickly come....

and I get to go bac Penang...

倒数新年的到来。。。

Its 11.1.11...

2011-01-11T12:22:00.002+08:00

Today is 11111...
Is a special day for everyone...
Hope everyone have a nice day today...
Actually I have nothing 2 blog about today...
Just that I'm too boring doing nothing in the office...
So just come here blog for fun...

Recently,
I have heard too many people getting married,
but at the same time also,
I have heard that many people are breaking up...

CNY is just around the corner,
left 22 days nia...
which means Valentine's day is also around the corner...
So,
Just appreciate and love the one that is always beside u no matter what happens...
No matter that person is your lover,
your family or your friends...
Just share the love...
Love is in the air...
I was lucky,
I have mine,
I have my dear dear to by my side,
I have my family who back me up always,
I have friends around me...
I am really grateful with what I have now...
Thanks for everything...
Love u all...

My first day working in 2011...

2011-01-03T10:59:00.002+08:00

Today is my first day working in 2011...
But it seems like not a good start for me...
When i wake up this morning,
i whole left eye turn red...
then my clothes get dirty,
it get dirty on a very obvious spot,
which is at the front of my shirt...
dunno where i got the dirt,
just realise it when i reach office...
haihz...
but nvm la...
small matters....
hope everything goes well for me this year la...
wish me luck!!!

1。1。2011

2011-01-01T22:54:00.005+08:00

Today is a brand new day in this brand new year,

wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR,

have a great year ahead...

As for me,

how i celebrate new year eve?

im at home alone...

why?

first,

coz im old d...

dun wan go out side jam here jam there...

better at home facebooking and watch drama,

second,

coz im in kl and my dear dear is working,

no wan teman me lor...

hehe...

Oh ya,

i jus came bac from Penang on 29,

come bac kl work 1 day liao,

holiday for 3 days...

haihz...

sien nia...

how i wish im in Penang...

but wat 2 do...

i ald bac here,

jus accept the fact lor...

Dun wan talk tht liao,

this time i went bac Penang,

me and dear dear went to 5 shopping mall in 2 days time...

we went to Queensbay, Gurney Plaza, 1st Avenue, Prangin Mall and Strait Quay....

hor liao ler....

will post the photos of those new malls soon...

hehe...

and we ald start to buy our new year clothes d ....

I hope chinese new year come faster ler...

I also eat alot of delicious food this time bac,

got Dome, Sakea Sushi, Stupid Pizza Hut, Bak Kut Teh, and lots more...

Still Penang food is the best...

Thanks dear dear...

Y i say stupid pizza hut ler?

got reason wan...

coz they are stupiak wan lor...

will post about it soon...

Oh ya,

this time bac,

I also manage to attend my grandpa big birthday

and also my uncle new house warming party at the same time....

Its been a long time,

all our relatives come together liao....

except chinese new year la...

and i get to eat my fovourite cake,

mille crepe...

Yeah!!!

I suggest my sis to go order it....

I get to eat it....

muahaha...

siao liao....

but it really too delicious liao...

is like heaven to me.....

I think thats about it la...

I also hope that I have a great year this year,

and all the best to my loved one and my family...

It's Christmas!!!

2010-12-17T10:13:00.006+08:00

Christmas is just around the corner,
everywhere is full with Christmas deco,
especially inside the mall,
went shopping with my cousins last weekend,
we snap a lot of photos with
those Christmas deco and Christmas tree....

I just love Christmas...
I felt that i went back to the time when i was small,
with all those big big christmas deco around me..
hehe...

This year Christmas,
I will back Penang,
to celebrate with my loves one,
Can't wait that day to come...

In this special season,
I would like to wish everyone,
all my dearest friends and family...
have a enjoyful Christmas with ur loves one...
Merry Christmas!!!

Share this song to all of u...
This song is for Coca-Cola wan...
There are two version for this songs...
Thie one that I post here is the normal version...
while my blog's playing one is the coca cola version...
there are some different inside the MV...
Here goes the song....

变了。。。

2010-12-14T12:18:00.003+08:00

不只怎了，
总觉得身边的一切，
人，事，物都变了，
我们的感情也变了。。。
我们的友谊也变了。。。
是我想太多了吗？？
还是我们都一直不停的改变。。。
多么希望一切都没变，
一切保持原状。。。

是你变了吗？
还是我变了。。。

挤捷运！

2010-12-10T15:37:00.003+08:00

今天上班的时候，
捷运站挤满了人，
幸好我今天早出门，
要不然我今天一定迟大到。。

今天不只怎么了，
等了20分钟，
捷运还没来，
平时没到5分钟就会来一辆的，
对面的捷运也来了好多辆了，
可这一边的却一辆都没有。。。

等着等着，
人就越来越多，
挤了很多人，
连一条能走的路都没，
幸好我排在前面，
没被挤到后面去。。。

终于，
捷运来了，
但却是载满了人，
不是吧，
我这一站才第二站罢了，
已经满到这样了。。。

不管了，
挤吧，
要不然都不知道还要等到几时了，
再等我就迟了，
还好我挤得进，
我是最后一个挤进去的，
我后面的人都挤不进了，
只挤了四五个人而异，
我是站最靠近门的了，
挤不进一个人了，
你可想象，
那时是多么的挤啊！
我连呼吸都很困难，
因为人太多了，
我又太矮了。。。

终于挤到我到了我的站了，
里面还是很挤，
但没刚才那么的挤了，
可以松一口气，
眼看我快迟到了，
只好加快脚步上班去了。。。

幸好，
赶的及上班，
刚刚时间到。。。

这就是我今天上班前的惊险经验啦。。。

House Warming Party Part 2

2010-12-07T10:46:00.029+08:00

Continue from previous post,
coz there are really alot of photos been taken on that night...
This post is all about the people inside this party....
and most of them are my colleagues,
and of course,
there is ME inside....
hehe...

spot me in this pic!

we all are enjoying our food!!!
take 1

take 2

take 3
take 4

caught me eating!!!

i like this pic, thanks Sherly for taking this....

All the leng luis

Group photo 1

Group photo 2

Sherly and me....

this photo proved that I have done my job explaining to the guest.....

the chef is cutting the lamb into slices....

the food.... yummy!!!

to see more, can also see http://or4ngeb4be.blogspot.com/2010/12/part-1.html and also http://or4ngeb4be.blogspot.com/2010/12/part-2.html from my colleague, Sherly's blog...

House Warming Party @ my workplace

2010-12-06T12:11:00.055+08:00

The house warming party is on 1/12/2010...

Lazy to type so much d...
Let the pics tell the story la....

There are alot of photos that taken on that night,

So I've decided the post into two post...

Here is the 1st post,

The environment around our newly launch studio....

Starting from outdoor, followed by indoor....

我的周末。。。

2010-12-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

自从开始了工作，
每天过着忙碌的生活，
最期待的就是星期日的到来，
因为只有这一天，
我才真正有属于我自己的时间，
做我想做的东西，
现在的我，
特别珍惜这一天，
我的今天，
过的很充实，
扫地，洗衣，晒衣，
煮粥，整理，收拾，
看看一下连续剧。。。
虽然都是些平凡琐碎的事情，
但对我来说，
我觉得这是我的生活的一部份，
就这样我过了我期待的周末，
期待着下一个周末的到来。。。

我想结婚！

2010-12-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

这个念头在我脑海里有了一个星期了。。。

不知怎了。。。

这时，

如果我男朋友读到这个post，

他一定会吓坏吧。。。

哈哈。。。

不是因为我做错事啦！

是因为最近身边的朋友，亲戚，哥哥

都刚刚结了婚。。。

让我起了这个念头。。。

我的哥哥的结婚在15/11/2010。。

我是伴娘。。。

我的好朋友，秀丽的结婚在1/12/2010。。

错过了，但看见了好多她幸福的照片。。。

还有好多好多朋友都在今年里结了婚。。。

看见他们都得到属于他们的幸福，

这让我有所感触。。

突然想结婚。。。

换一个角度想想，

可能我想利用这个

来逃避我现在所要面对的现实生活。。。

但，

我自己清楚知道，

结婚，

还离我很远。。。

这个责任我还承担不起。。。

所以，

我只能想想罢了啦。。。

生病了！

2010-12-04T21:26:00.001+08:00

我病倒了。。。
累垮了。。。
正在不停的包“云吞”
。。。

祝福。。。

2010-12-03T21:39:00.003+08:00

终于忙完了筹备已久的
House Warming Party!!!
等我迟点有空时就会upload一些照片和大家分享，

1/12/2010
就是在这一天，
是我的工作室的new launching，
而在同一时间，
是我的好朋友的婚礼，
我却不能分身回槟城，
这让我错过了我的好朋友的婚礼。。。

在这，
我衷心的祝福你，
秀丽，
祝你永远都那么的幸福。。。
新婚美满！

累。。

2010-12-03T21:31:00.002+08:00

现在的我只有一个字形容我。。。
就是累。。。

精神上的累，
心灵上的累，
身体上的累，
我全部都有。。。

我快要累坏了。。。

心情很低落的一天。。。

工作了一个月！

2010-11-23T00:03:00.008+08:00

不只不觉，
我已经工作了一个月了。。。
时间还过的真快！

问我工作如何？
我说还好吧。。。
还可以吧。。。
还不错吧。。。
我不知道。。。

my desk at my work place...

已经成为上班一族了。。。

每天早上去上班，

坐捷运去上班。。。
傍晚下班。。。
每天这样一天一天的过。。。
毫无目的的过。。。
这并不是我要的生活。。。

但，
我还能怎样？
生活还是要过。。。
日子还是要过。。。
我需要收入去生活。。。

有时候想想，
我真想不顾一切的奔回你的身边。。。
投入你的怀里。。。
做个依赖你的小女人。。。

放弃我现在的生活，
放弃我所谓的梦想。。。
只做你唯一的小女人。。。

但，
我还不想放弃。。。
我不能就这样回去。。。

亲爱的，
请等我多一下下。。。
我很快就会回到你怀里。。。
永远都爱你。。。

me at my work place curi curi take photo...

My BIG BIG Day!!!

2010-11-21T00:34:00.007+08:00

13 November 2010

Finally,
After two years of hard work in KL....

I'm now officially graduate d...

I can say that I'm graduate from TAR College d...

Thanks my family and my dearest po po

came all the way from Penang to attend my convocation....

On this day,

I'm the biggest d...

everyone also must listen to me....

haha...

n is my happiest day also...

coz is my birthday too...

is my 22nd birthday...

old liao...

22 years old d...

thank you all for attending my convo

and celebrate my birthday with me....

thank you everyone for making this day so special to me...

thanks dear for the cake and the love u gave me...

Love u...Muackz....

20.10.2010

2010-10-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

今天是20.10.2010。。。
一个很特别的日期。。。
在这么难得的日子里。。。
我竟然得了重感冒。。。
我的今天就是在包云吞中度过的。。。
而更惨的是，
明天的我将是第一天上班。。。
希望明天我的感冒会好啦。。。
希望明天一切都顺利啦！！！

崭新的生活。。。

2010-10-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

刚从家乡回来。。。
有点不舍。。。
因为以后的我将很少时间回去了。。。

不久后，
我将会有我崭新的生活，
只因我将进入我人生的另一阶段。。。
我人生的新的一页。。。
我将开始工作了。。。

没有得赖床了。。。
得早睡早起了。。。
没得追连续剧追到隔天才睡了。。。
我的生活将会彻底的改变了。。。

我现在的心情，
即兴奋，
即担心，
掺杂着。。。

也许是我不够坚强。。。

2010-10-11T16:14:00.002+08:00

也许是我不够坚强。。。
没有我想象中的坚强。。。

也许我应该留在你的身边。。。

也许是我多心。。。
我想得太多。。。

也许是我太担心你。。。
或许我根本不必担心你。。。
我才知道我的担心是多余的。。。
我才发现我只是个傻瓜。。。

也许我不该流泪。。。
因为流泪只会让我更伤心。。。

对不起，
让你担心了。。。
我不是故意对你撒谎的。。。

10.10.10

2010-10-10T20:10:00.003+08:00

Today is a special day...

It's 10.10.10

There must be a lot of couples getting married today...

One of my friends are getting married today...

wish them live happily ever after la..

oh ya,
today is also one of my best friend birthday also...

Happy Birthday Owen...

n my bf's grandma birthday as well...

In this very special day,

I would like to wish everyone stay happy forever...

coz we are lucky enough to live through this day...

Although life is hard,

we also need to smile to go through every single day in our lives...

Stay happy no matter what happens...

XOXO
smile!!! :D

Our first anniversary...

2010-09-26T20:44:00.004+08:00

Time really flies...
19 Sept 2010...
Its me and my boyfriend's first anniversary...
Without notice, we both have been through ups and downs for one year d...
We had sweet and sad memories...
Now that he is back,
He will always by my side...

In our very first anniversary,
We go cinema watch movie,
He bring me to The Ship to had our dinner there...
Is my 1st time been to The Ship at Batu Ferringhi...
We had a nice dinner at there...
After that, we go to the beach to go pak tor and watch sunset...
So romantic...haha...
We didnt go only one beach but three different beach...
We went to batu ferringhi beach, tanjong bungah beach
and also the beach nearby Jelutong...
We even go to Hard Rock Hotel walk walk ler...
haha...
Funny mia us...
After together for one year,
we both din go beach pak tor at all,
but on our anniversay,
we go three beaches pak tor...
One time kill it all....
We both had fun with our plans...

To me,
Is a very special day for me...
Thanks dear,
For loving me more each and every day...
For making this day so special for both of us...
For everything....
There are still more anniversaries to come in both our future....
I'm glad to hav u as my boyfriend...
Love you always....

Went to Haadyai with my mum and cousins...

2010-09-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

Jus bac from Haadyai yesterday...
Is a new experience for me as this is the 1st time I went to Haadyai...
Went there with my mum, aunt, and two cousins...
Is also the 1st time I go travel with them...
So, it is consider a memorable trip for me and my closest cousin....

The food there is delicious,
the things there is cheap,
there is heaven to every woman...
as there is alot of things to shop...
no matter is clothes, shoes, bags, food...
there have it all...

Although we go there for 2 days 1 nite,
we already spend quite alot in shopping and food...
we go there eat non-stop and shop non-stop...
Is a fun experience for me....

嚴爵 - 我喜歡(不,我愛)MV

2010-08-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

Dedicate this song to my dear dear and to share this song with u all... Nice song!!!

今天的心情。。。

2010-08-11T16:29:00.002+08:00

今天的我，
心情起伏不定，
心情不好。。。
很烦，
很累，
面对我的未来。。。
一片茫然。。。
不知所措。。。

幸福~

2010-08-05T01:36:00.002+08:00

何为幸福？

有人爱？
有人疼？
有温暖的家？
有疼爱我的家人？

我不知道，
我只知道现在的我，很幸福。。。
而我也很珍惜这一份幸福。。。
我要记住我现在所拥有的幸福。。
因为不久后，
我将会展开我的新的人生。。。
而我希望这一份属于我的幸福会一直都在。。。
当我遇到挫折的时候，
这一份幸福会温暖我的心。。。
当我伤心难过的时候，
这一份幸福能让我依靠。。。

感触。。。

2010-07-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

今天，
我回到我以前住的家。。。
住了两年的家。。。

回想两年前的我，
刚到KL这个大城市。。
莽莽撞撞的搬进去。。。
一住就住了两年。。。
多多少少都有我的回忆在。。。
我的学生生涯。。。
熬夜的日子。。。

今天，
我正式向我住了两年的家说再见。。。
还了钥匙。。。
不知什么时候还会在回来了。。。

走的时候，
有些不舍，
还有点伤感。。。
再见了！！

这就是我今天的心情。。。

Im back to Malaysia liao....

2010-07-19T05:00:00.003+08:00

Jus reach KLIA yesterday nite...
Jus bac to my kl sweet home today noon,
now still unpacking all my stuff...
n at the same time facebooking...
hehe...
So long din facebook d...

Time really flies,
my one month honeymoon finish d...
and my dear dear also come back d...
My dear has successfully graduated from University of Hull,
with second upper class...
so proud of him...
went to his graduation ceremony with his family...
It was an unusual moment for me...
to be there,
experience the different culture there...
seeing him on stage...
the feeling is totally different from my own graduation....

The past one month was a great experience for me...
with my dear all the time...
We went to alot of places in UK and Paris as well...
I enjoyed alot for the past one month...
I had fun all the time during my trip...
I like the weather there, ppl there, environment there...
I jus wish that my one month never ends...
hehe....

Now i still cannot sleep,
coz i still having jet lag,
need some time to adjust bac my time in Malaysia...
so jus update my blog...
n i will post up all the photos asap la....
got alot of photos....
hehe...

Lastly,
thanks dear,
for making this trip happen for me...
Happy 10th month anniversary, dear....
Love u...
Starting to miss u d...

Here I come!!!!

2010-06-17T00:54:00.003+08:00

Guess wat...
Here I am in KLIA airport writing my blog...
haha... coz got nothing to do here...
Im going to board on the plane in one hour time....
Yeah!! Finally the time has come...
the time that I waited so so long...

I am going to Manchester to see my dear dear...
My feelings right now is complicated...
like rojak...
Nervous, excited, happy and I can't wait to be there...
hehe....

Will reach there in 17 hours time...
YAY!!!

Muackz....
Dear, Im on my way d...
Love you,
Can't wait to see u!!!

Rainy day...

2010-05-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

Its been raining since noon..

and the raining makes me feel down...

dunno y...

Mayb becoz I have nothing to do...

n my mind jus keep on thinking things...

non-stop thinking...

and make me feel so down...

It jus a rainy day....

Updates!!

2010-05-28T20:10:00.004+08:00

Jus come bac from Penang yesterday...
Go bac non-stop eating...
Eat yam rice, tom yam mee, lemak laksa,
wan tan mee, hokkien mee, great dinner at autocity
and lotz n lotz of food...

It was a busy week for me when I was in Penang,
celebrating my mum's bday,
playing with my bro's son, Ryan,
meeting up my bf's parents,
cut my hair, bought alot of things...
oh ya, n i manage to go visit my aunt at Kedah,
and I have been to Alor Setar Mall, Star Parade and Billion in 1 day...
and I also eating non-stop at Kedah as well...

Coming bac to KL and went to KLIA airport,
KLIA is damn far and there is traffic jam along the way...
Go KLIA to say good bye to Owen...
All the best to all of my friends who went to UK to study...

Bac to me again...
I will going to visit my bf in UK in exactly 19 days!!
Yay!!!
Can't wait and there is alot of things in my mind now...
wat to bring la, things to do before I go...
and I'm starting to pack my luggage...
Excited, excited n excited!!!
oh ya, n my bf is finish his last paper today!!
and he have all the time for me now...
Great!!!

UK, I'm Coming soon...

XOXO
Love u, Muackz...

Changes in my life...

2010-05-19T17:51:00.004+08:00

There is a new begining of another chapter of my life...
I have moved from Wangsa Metroview to Melati Utama PV 3...
Bye bye to my 2 years home at metroview...
N now i am styaing in PV3 d...
Staying together with my best fren, Xuanti...
Now become my roomate d...
Hope that nothing will change between us...
coz I really scared that our friendship will have changes
as I heard many ppl say best fren cannot stay together...

I will be going bac Penang this friday,
to celebrate my mum's bday,
although I ald missed mother's day,
but I still can make it to my mum's bday
n my dearly sis ask me to plan for it...
can't wait to go bac...
I miss my home and Penang food alot!!!

Besides celebrate my mum's bday,
I also need to meet up my bf's mum and dad...
nervous!!!

And the most important is...
Today is me n my dear dear punya 8th month anniversary....
time really flies...
so fast, we ald together 8 months d....hehe...
although he is not here,
but nvm...
coz still got 28 days left till i meet him in UK!!!
Nervous, happy and excited!!!

XOXO
I love you!!!

随便。。。

2010-04-30T20:48:00.002+08:00

我才知道。。。
原来，
随便是不可以随随便便的说出口的。。。

因为，
随便
可以让人如此的抓狂。。。
如此的心痛。。。
如此的愤怒。。。

所以，
当你想讲这句话时，
请三思。。。

期待与等待

2010-04-05T01:56:00.002+08:00

期待时，

感觉很兴奋。。

但，

期待久了，

就会变成等待。。。

等待久了，

就变得毫无期待的感觉了。。。

只有等待。。

日子一天一天的过。。

毫无意义的过每一天。。。

而我，

已经不想再有任何期待了。。

因为我的期待已经变成等待了。。。

我能做的就只是继续等待。。。

I have been thinking...

2010-04-04T00:25:00.002+08:00

I have been thinking...
of a lot of things these few days,
of my future,
of giving up,
of what should I do next,

What if I do things,
without much consideration...
without thinking the consequences...

I had cried few times these few days...
being moody...
being lonely...
being lazy...
being jealous...
being not who I used to be...

Dun ask me why...
Coz I also dunno why...

Itz I'm thinking too much???

愁。。。

2010-03-29T01:56:00.007+08:00

愁

何谓愁？

对我而言，

愁，是说不出的悲伤。。。

愁，是心里头的纳闷。。。

愁，是对生活的无奈。。。

此刻的我，

是愁的。。。

New Chapter of my life...

2010-03-16T21:45:00.003+08:00

Its been a while tht im updating my blog d...
There have been alot of exciting events happens around me...
I have decided where to develop my career,
I have decided to stay at KL...
CNY ends, my results is out, im working part time at MIFF...
and the most exciting part is...
Im going to UK in 3 months times...
confirmed d... tickets bought d...
not to study, is for my dear dear graduation
and take this opportunity to go tour around...
There are alot of things happens to me within these two months...

Okay,
i will update all the fun part one by one.
CNY...
I have a lot of fun during CNY...
eat and eat and eat...
no matter where i am...
and i gain 5kg from CNY..
oh ya..
n i go visit my dear's family all by self,
im so so brave... i was so so nervous at that time
his family has treat me so well..
even bring me go eat yee sang at Dragon-I...
hehe...

I went bac to KL on 24 feb coz i got 2 prepare for MIFF,
work there for about 10 days like tht..
i was working part time for MIFF as part of the registration team...
I have alot fun there and meet alot of new friends...
even is tiring and very very hot as i need to wear coat and formal with no aircond...
Im happy to work in MIFF and learn alot over there...

My exam results is out!!
the results was out during i was working at MIFF,
and i received alot of sms asking my results...
haha...
Im happy for wat i get in my exam....
but not very satisfied about it when i know abt it...
but after i know about others results,
i feel i was so lucky to get these result d...
I have nothing to complain about it anymore....

As for my job search,
I actually have found myself a permanent job,
but it was not wat i want, i feel so unsecured about this job...
i will jus do it at the mean time waiting other company to reply me la...

Here comes the most exciting news...
Im going to UK in 3 months times...
to be axact is in 93 days...
Can't wait to be there with my dear dear...
we have not be with each other for about half year d...
I miss him so so much...
I jus confirmed all my flight details and all things in last sunday...
I went to matta fair with my dear dear's family last sunday,
tat day is his mom birthday as well...
after the matta fair, we went to eat seafood for dinner..
his family is treating me very good and im happy to go out with them...

Countdown,
93 days and still counting...
dear dear and UK,
im coming soon...
Yeah !!!!

Crossroads

2010-02-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

Im in the crossroads of my life now....

I was thinking alot these few days about my future,
where should I go?
what should I do?
should I stay or go?
the answer is...
I dunno....

Is not that I cannot make a decision...
Is I dun wan to make the decision...
coz is too risky for me and
I dun wan to regret for whatever decision that I have made...
I know every decision have its pros and cons...
I need to sacrifice smth at the end...
but I jus couldn't face it right now...

I was thinking that I will make up my mind after CNY,
but my head jus can't stop thinking about it,
it keep telling me that Im out of time d...
I need to make the decision faster...
I need to settle down all my stuff and myself quickly...
I need to make a wise decision that I won't regret later...

At this moment,
If my bf is here,
I would just marry him straightaway...
Im serious about it...
coz I really dunno how to make this decision d...
and I ald tired of thinking all these pros and cons
of watever decision that i made...

Argghhh!!!
I am tired of these...
and I dun wan to think anymore....

It's holiday!!!

2010-02-07T19:38:00.012+08:00

Bac to Penang on 1 Feb...

Start my holiday d!!

Although is my holiday,

I still have to help out my mum and mummy

for the coming CNY...

cleaning,

shopping,

make cookies,

buy this buy that...

Is fun, yet is tiring...

Anyway, im glad tht i am to Penang

I am enjoying every moment that I spent here...

where all my family members are all here...

I really feel the warmness of my home...

from both my sweet sweet home

that give me hapiness all the time...

this is the place where i can count on..

cry out loud wherever i can..

a shoulder where i can lean on

no matter what happen...

I have been eating non-stop

from the moment I bac to Penang...

I have been eating hor liao everyday until now...

haha...

N I obviously gain weight even be4 CNY...

omg!!!

but who cares...

eat liao ka pa sui la...

haha....

the most important is Im happy and I enjoyed it....

Updates!!!

2010-01-20T18:34:00.003+08:00

Hi there,

a quick updates...

I have been staying in my BFFs house

for almost a week be4 my exam...

Is not tht i dun hav place to stay lar..

Is im going there to STUDY...

which means...

"S"leep "T"ill "U" "D"idn't "Y"awn...

haha...

taught by my dear dear....

I actually holidaying in here...

and having all the laughter while studying here....

and I really get to study and "STUDY" at the same time...

so good...

I feel i have been spoiled at here...

coz everyday i wake up,

there is a meal ta bao for me already...

I play games here,

watch drama here,

sing K here and lotz more...

I so xing fu... wuahaha....

Will having my finals on this coming friday,

which means i still have 2 more days to go...

and last paper on next tues...

and thats the end of my advanced diploma

and my study life lor...

Gonna miss the college life alot...

K la,

Back to study lor...

Gambateh and all the best

for all my friends who are taking exam as well....

Bye 2009, welcome 2010....

2010-01-01T16:43:00.002+08:00

2009,

Is a year tht i never forget,

I went through my internship,

rushing all the assignments tht i think i would not finish on time,

found my dream guy,

turn 21,

doing the very last event with my coursemates,

done my thesis on the very last minutes,

went to Sepang Circuit, Melaka, Klang, Cameron and lots more places.

Is been an exciting & adventuress year for me...

I have done things tht i haven done be4,

learn many new things,

learn how to solve problems with my own,

go places tht i haven go b4,

and I have changed...

I hope i have changed in a good way though...

2010,

Today is a new start all over for me....

Is a whole new year to me,

there are lots more new challenges waiting for me...

Exams, graduates, working, relationships things...

there are lots more for me to learn....

I think is time to plan for my future as I am going to graduate soon...

Lets gambateh together to make 2010 another memorable year to us!!!

Merry Xmas!!!

2009-12-25T08:02:00.003+08:00

Finally i have time to update my blog d,

Just finish my event, SSH 10th Anniversary Celebration on 14-16 Dec,

then non-stop rushing for my final year thesis,

submit it on this tuesday,

then do report for my event, and do journal,

n finally got free time to go hang out

in Pavillion and Sg. Wang on Christmas eve,

there is no Christmas feel and mood this year,

it seems like normal day to me...

Although there is no Christmas feel this year,

I also had a simple yet fun and happy Christmas eve

with mao, may and owen,

Thank you guys for not letting me go through Christmas eve alone,

hehe...

I had fun cooking in ur house

n i like the durian cake very much...

I even go to Kajang on Christmas Day.... haha...

but no satay eat...

K la, im going 2 hibernate d...

Nitez everyone...

STRESS...

2009-12-08T03:37:00.002+08:00

The event is jus around the corner...

jus one more weeks to go..

Need to cope with assignments, thesis and the event thing...

OMG...

Going to be crazy soon..

Still alot of things need to be done...

there are too many things that are not yet done...

All i can say now is

one word...

My 21st Bday part 2..

2009-11-14T17:18:00.010+08:00

I thought that there is enough surprise for me for my 21st birthday already...

But there is more surprise coming...

On fri, 13 Nov, which is the exact date of my birthday,

I go college as usual and i wear T-shirt and short jeans and a slipper to college

coz i need 2 move things to store room...

manatau cancel d also no one inform me...

damn pissed off when the moment i knew it...

I suppose to wear nicely on my big day and i end up wear slipper with short jeans...

OMG!!!

and after that i sumore need 2 go meet up with Mr.C for thesis discussion,

i thought my big day will jus end up like this...

But,

what i dun know is,

there is another BIG surprise is waiting 4 me...

while discussing with Mr. C,

I saw Owen walking towards to me

with a Haagen-Dazs' love shape birthday cakes....

Omg.. thats not all yet,

Mao come over with a big bouquet of roses...

really big one..

i was like stunt a while i saw tht...

and cut the cakes quickly as the cake is melting...

Mao and Owen told me tht these all is frm my dear Jin Lin wan...

Omg... i din't expect all of these at all...

Thats not all,

I even have a present from him,

a box of love shape chocolate frm the Chocolate Lounge....

I am so touch and happy at the same time...

I din know he communicate with mao all the time and plan this for me...

He has involved so many ppl to make this happen for me as he is in UK now...

He has involved his fren over there and my fren over here...

Thank you so much, dear...

I love u so much .... Muackz....

And i cry out again 2day...

Im crying because i am happy and I think im so lucky to have him as my bf...

n also i have a bunch of best fren with me...

I am the happiest girl in the world as i have the greatest bf and greatest BFF with me!!!

Of course, not to 4gt,

Mao, Owen, Gill and Li May has also brought me a present..

A present tht i din think of at all..

n i thought yesterday is the end of celebration for my bday...

They brought me a lomo camera, Mini Diana...

OMG!!! I din expect tht at all coz is so so expensive to me...

Thank you guys for helping him to buy all those stuff and also ur present...

I LOVE it so much!!!

Oh ya, Thanks Mr. C and Vingie for being there for me as well...

Mr. C is even more happy than me as he got to eat Haagen-Dazs cake... haha...

Thatz is how i go into another stage of my life...

and im officially an adult now...

Thanks to my dear and my BFFs for giving me a unforgettable 21st birthday celebration...

Muackz for all of u...

My 21st Bday!!

2009-11-13T16:30:00.008+08:00

Im officially ADULT today!!

Will go into 2 my adulthood and into adult world today...

Another stage of my life...

I celebrate my 21st bday at KL this year...

Din expect much for my birthday this year...

As im not going bac to my hometown, bf not here

and everyone else is busy with the event thing...

Fist surprise is on wed,

go yam cha and gossip with frenz,

suddenly got cake come to our table...

din expect they will buy cake for me 2days in advance...

Thanks 4 the cake,

I really like it... Muackz for u all...

Second surprise is on thurs noon,

received packaging from my bf,

which is frm UK...

I received a cute teddy bear from him...

I will hug it when i go sleep...

Love u alot, dear.... Muackz...

Third surprise is on thurs nite,

plan to go out with my BFFs here,

I thought we will go out to have dinner 2gether,

din expect much frm them coz we all are all in financial crisis now...

haha...

But, u guys make me cry...

They bring to eat Jogoya at Star Hill there...

I wanted to go there long long time a go...

Thanks u all, Love u guys a lot...

Muackz...

We all eat until very very full...

I think is the fullest day for me...

Then we go to Cola club and play true or dare..

n I have my laugh all the nite...

Fourth surprise is from my housemate on the same nite,

They give me surprise by switching off the light when i came out frm my room...

they bring out the cake out of no where and sing birthday songs for me...

Thanks to all my housemates... Muackz...

Thanks everyone who has make my day a memorable and great one this year!!!

Love u all....

Big kisses for u all...

MUACKZZZZZ.....

Down down down...

2009-11-01T20:13:00.002+08:00

Feel down suddenly...

recently easily getting emo...

Duno y...

Maybe coz of event,

maybe got too much pressure...

Maybe bcoz of the non-stop raining day....

maybe missing u...

Jus have to cope with it...

Haihz...

忙碌...

2009-10-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

忙碌的生活，

忙得让我喘不过气来,

也不知道这样的生活是否精彩...

但, 我觉得还蛮充实的啊...

看了电影, 去了Akon 演唱会,

还去了8tv和 One Fm...

最近的我总觉得我老了,

Haihz...真是岁月不饶人啊!!

总觉得自己已经不如当初了,

总是觉得很累, 很想睡觉...

现在的我,

有好多好多东西要考虑,

还有一大堆忙不完的功课正在等着我...

而我, 已经累到不行啦!!

好想好好的睡一觉哦....

My life in Penang...

2009-10-03T03:52:00.002+08:00

Bac Penang ald 2 weeks plus...

My sem break gonna end soon...

few more days left nia...

gonna miss it...

I gonna miss my bed,

my mom, my sis, my bro and frenz here...

din actually hang out in these two weeks...

oh ya, i have done my do 2 list..

clubbing... Yay...

I jus went out with few close frenz

n mostly stay in house

to help up my mum...

to watch hong kong drama

to become a pig...

hehe... sleep...

my sis gonna marry 2morow...

so these few days help up my mum and my sis...

im so happy with my sis wedding...

im so so busy...

jus like im the one who are marry...

haha... kidding....

i dun wan so fast marry ko....

wanna go sleep d lor...

2morow still have 2 wake up earlier...

2morow is my sis big day...

gonna be pretty... hehe!!

K la,

gonna stop here...

Nite everyone....zzzz

A day 2 remember...

2009-09-23T01:43:00.007+08:00

19 09 09

is a day tht i want to remember...

i went to Cameron Highlands with my frens...

a group of frens tht i haven meet for long time...

we went to Cameron n go bac on the same day...

it was fun!!!

After that,

at nite we went to Tao at autocity there...

eat japanese food...

wow... delicious....

i eat until very very full...

on the same day,

i have make a decision

tht myself also not sure of...

but i think im happy with it at the moment..

hope tht my decision is not wrong la...

i won't say what decision that i have made,

but i guess some of you may know...

i will tell u guys

when the right time has come...

Yay... im home....

2009-09-16T21:46:00.002+08:00

Finally...

Finish exam...

Finish this sem...

and im home....

Sweet sweet home.....

Baby...

Here i come....

Yay!!!!

Tired..

2009-09-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

So so damn tired now...

I have been non-stop studying these few days...

Im tired of notes and text book right now....

but still...

have to study...

ARGH!!!

Oh ya...

Happy 52th Merdeka to everyone...

Even my merdeka eve and merdeka day,

im with my notes...

gonna crazy liao...

Later still have to continue study...

haihz...

nth can do abt it...

exam is just around the corner....

coming sat is my 1st subject exam liao....

oh no!!!

can i dun wan bac to the reality ar???

Cham nia...

Gratitude

2009-08-23T00:28:00.003+08:00

A lesson learn from a wise person.... Mr. LKS...

Gratitude....

So i would like to express my gratitude here...

Thank you, mom and mummy...

one for born me, another for taking care of me until I grown up...

Thanks for letting me chase my dream, i know u both are worried about me

but u know that ur gal are tough enough to live by herself out there...

even though u cannot support me financially,

but i know u will support me in action....

I LOVE U MUM.... I will always do no matter what happen...

Thank you, my sisters and brothers...

For being GREAT sisters and brothers that i ever have,

a shoulder for me to cry on when i need u all...

I LOVE U ALL....

Thank you, my exs...

For loved me before.... and let me know what is love mean ....

i appreciate all the love given by u all...

even its hurt... i also like to say thank you for walk into my life and make my life colourful...

Thank you, my primary school best frens...

even some we ald didn't contact...

but i still keep those memories inside my heart...

mayb we will meet in the street someday...

pls do say hi, i will remember u wan for sure...

thank you u all for being my best frens....

Thank you, my high school gangs....

I have different gangs in my high schools...

camping gangs, lepak gangs, study gangs...

we all ald separate all part of the world...

some go overseas study, some working, some become teachers and more...

but remember that no matter how far u go...

u still have me, our friendships will never die... i promise...

there are so so many things and people i would like to thank...

but i can't list it all.... i wanna be fair so no names are listed...

hehe...

Thank you u all for everything....

Thank you, all my friends...

working friends, camping friends, NS friends and many other friends...

thanks for lend me ur hand when i need ur help....

i really appreciate that...

hope that we still can keep in touch even we seldom contact each other...

Thank you, my diploma friends...

for some tht argue with me, for some tht side me, for some tht helped me alot..

we used to be best frens....

hope in the future, we can be best frens again...

Just wanna say a big thank you to all of my diploma frens...

Thank you, my current advanced diploma frens...

u all have been so supportive and encouraging....

thanks for accept me into ur gangs...

coz i come here alone without close frens...

we have become close frens even in diploma we seldom talk....

im really thankful that i meet u all...

thanks for tolerant with me...

sorry for my easy change temper....

sometimes my temper may be lose control when im peik cheik....

Thank you for everything u all have done for me...

u all know who u all are... hehe...

Lotz of hugs and kisses....

Muackssszzzzzz......

Movie Month

2009-08-22T22:48:00.008+08:00

This month is a movie month for me.

Finally all those endless assignments come to an end...

Got time for me to go out watch movies d....

I have missed alot of good movies just because i have no time to go watch...

Guess how many movies i have watch this month??

FIVE...

Although this number is not much compare with when im in Penang...

but im happy with that ald....

finally i got time to go watch movies for this sem...

Okies...

here are the movies that I have watch pass two weeks...

THE PROPOSAL

watched it with my gang, Mao, May, Gil & Michelle....

My comment on this movie.....

I always love to watched Sandra Bullock's movie...

her acting is really good....

This movie is a good combination of humor, romance, family and working environment....it can make u cry if u are easily touched person...

i like this movie....

UP (3D)

Watched the UP movie screening in 3D , won the tickets from The Star sms contest....

watched it with Gil, Mao, Owen, May and May's bf...

My comment on this movie...

Cute and Funny!!! I have laugh from starting until the end of the movie....

I like the Russell boy, he is so so cute in this movie !!!

we have waited so long for this movie and we watched it free with 3D somemore...

hehe!!! sorry to someone that i din teman he go watch this movie....

G. I. JOE

Watched it with a special friend of mine... thanks ya for belanja me watch movie...

My comment on this movie....

Its a very high tech movie and is a great movie....

GO watch it urself and u will know it!!!

ORPHAN

Go watched it even im sick.... irresistible.... haha...

Watched it with my gang again... Mao, Owen, May, Gillian & Michelle....

My comment on this movie....

Great actors with unqexpectable story line... Not very scary nia la... must watch!!!

Lastly,

I LOVE YOU, BETH COOPER

Watched it with my special friend....

My comment for this movie...

Really really funny.... and sure got romance wan la...

the title ald tell u love liao ma....

should watched it with ur couple if u have one...hehe....

so that u can say I LOVE U on the spot ....

haha...

These are the five movies that i have watched for the past two weeks...

Its time to stop watching movies n start to study d...

EXAM is coming soon.... very soon...

Sick....

2009-08-19T00:49:00.003+08:00

this week is very packed with lots of activities....

i have cried in crisis class last sat...

shopping at Sg Wang, Bangsar...

watched THE PROPOSAL and UP!!

BBQ and Steamboat....

im officially broke d ...

wat a week!!

and finally

i am sick now...

hehe.....

almost everyone in my class fall sick d....

exam is coming...

starting on 5th Sept....

Finally...

2009-08-08T02:37:00.002+08:00

Finally...

i have time to rest a bit...

For the past few weeks ...

I am so so busy ,

sleepless night with endless assignments...

wht i hav been doing for the past few weeks is assignments, assignments and assignments...

bye bye to X-men, Fish Spa, KTM and beauty products...

All these are my assignments topics....

Jus finish my crisis report on NS crisis tht needed to present 2morow...

2morow there is more to come...

thesis, corp comm, beauty products presentation....

woah.... non-stop punya...

I seriously need to eat gao gao and sleep gao gao after all these....

then exam is coming d...

haihz....

No time for me to rest also....

Watched Transformers 2 today...

2009-06-24T21:59:00.008+08:00

Yay!!! Just finish watching Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen...

The 1st Transformers tht i watched was on June 2007.

Watch it with my ex, both of us even promise 2 watched the second wan 2gether.

We are waiting for the Transformer 2 since that, I have waited this movie for 2 years plus...

But after 2 years we ald break up d, so dun have the chance to watch it 2gether.

Hope tht he still remember this promise coz i do remember until now.

Actually, I got a bit sad when watching this movie as it reminds me tht me n my ex have watched it before.

Anyway... the main point is not about him....

The main point is about the Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen...

This movie is finally out...

This movie din't disappointed me after my 2 years of waiting....

It really worth watching and really exciting.

I think this movie is really great n hope the 3rd wan will even more interesting than this wan...

For those who haven watched, go watched it now!!!

It's really a GOOD wan 2 watch!!!

今夜的我。。。

2009-06-13T20:47:00.002+08:00

今夜的我。。。

又是一个人过。。。

我的roomate和 housemates 都回家乡啦。。。

只剩下我一个人。。。

我就在家里煲戏啊。。。

煲着煲着。。。

看到了戏里的情侣。。。

就想到你啦。。。

咳。。。

你怎么又出现在我的脑了呢？

你几时才要搬走啊？

请你赶快搬吧！！

我的脑里已经很多东西要烦了。。。

裝不下你了。。。

还有很多很多assignment 要做呢！！

你快走吧！

不要再捣乱我的思绪了。。。

一个人的孤单。。。

2009-06-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

今天的我。。。

有一点的孤单。。。

想起了你。。。

那个我曾经深爱的你。。。

想起了我们在一起的回忆。。。

生活的现实。。。

拉回了我。。。

我才发现。。。

你已离开了我。。。

你已不再属于我的了。。。

现实告诉我。。。

别傻了。。。

别再想了。。。

其实单身也可以很好。。。

没有你我一样可以活得很好。。。

只是。。。

有点孤单而以。。。

没什么大不了。。。

New sem starting...

2009-05-30T22:48:00.003+08:00

Im now second year d....

APR2 d....

im a senior ald...

time really flies....

3 months intern finish liao...

got lots of things 2 update for my intern....

but lazy lor...

1 week plus holiday in Penang....

alot of things happens in Penang...

move house, break up, go Kedah, Kangar....

eat alot of delicious food during my holiday in Penang...

oww... i miss Penang ald....

My new sem ald start on this monday...

but i just come back 2 kl this thurs...

hehe... ponteng few days...

today is my officially 1st day go college 4 this whole new sem...

my second year 1st sem.....

Sat also have 2 go college....

have 2 wake up on 7 am somemore....

cham nia...

Ald got assignments 2 do liao...

so fast...

really have 2 pia this sem...

cannot do last minutes work d...

have 2 be really serious this year...

Guess where i am now??

inside my room?? nope...

im now at feeling cafe with mao n joseph....

mao is coming my house 4 overnite...

hehe....yeah....

we are both writing our blog right now...

haha...

will update my intern's life soon...

lazy 2 upload photos ler...

coz really got alot of photos...

wait till i have free time la...

i will update one by one....

Im recovered...

2009-05-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

I think im recovered from the break up...

not fully but im now ald can accept the fact d...

although sometime will still thinking of him...

but...

this is the truth tht i must accept...

he is not worth for me 2 be sad anymore...

i got lots more things 2 do besides missing him....

i will move on now...

thanks all my friends tht help me through this down period...

im perfectly ok from now on....

so guys,

don't worry about me anymore.....

A day that I won't 4gt in my life....

2009-05-22T18:16:00.003+08:00

Today...

In love babe is not in love anymore....

im now officially single and available from 2day onwards....

thaz y i have change my blog's name...

how fool am i tht i trully trust tht i have found my one and only...

but the answer shows tht im was wrong....

It's hurt but i still can accept it...

I will be tough and move on my life...

I think is time 4 me to not trust in love relationship anymore....

Becoz love is 2 burden and is 2 hurt 4 me.....

For now...

family and my studies is more important than a guy who dump me...

Don't worry, my friends...

I won't be sad 4 him for long time...

Just give me some time N i will still be the same old me....

One more week to go...

2009-05-10T19:32:00.011+08:00

My internship will end on 17th may...

which means I got exactly one more week...

Dunno is a good thing or bad thing...

Feel happy bcoz can go bac 2 Penang for 1 week holiday,

Feel sad bcoz have 2 go bac 2 student life,

no more working life in bert comm.....

I think i will really missed u all...

my dear colleagues, bosses and also lady boss...

Thank you 2 all of u which teach me many things in Bert Comm

Really learn a lot in these 3 months...

Hugs and kisses 2 u all....

Muackzzzs....:)

Sad day...

2009-04-30T13:16:00.003+08:00

Feel very sad 2day...

alot of my friends are celebrating their 21st bday this year, but i can't attend ANY of them...

we used to say tht we will celebrate it 2gether on our 21st bday....

i feel so so useless now, i can't do anything about it...

i hate tht im in kl now....

im all alone in kl while my very best frens r celebrating their 21st bday....

i wan go bac right now immediately....

21st bday really means alot to me....

Sorry, my friends...

i break my promise 2 all of u.....

i can't celebrate our 21st bday 2gether anymore coz im now stuck in the damn city, kl....

Wish all my frens... happy 21st bday.....

love ya all.....

The stupid resit date finally out d...

2009-04-13T16:53:00.005+08:00

Stupid, stupid, stupid.....
The resit date finally out liao...
kam buan out d...
WTF...

Here's my resit paper date....I got less than a week 2 prepare the 3 subject
n the most sui thing is the stupid statistic is my 1st subject...
Holly shit man!!!

I dun have enough time 2 prepare.....^_^'''

Down...

2009-03-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

2day feel so down..

I dun wan 2 talk 2 anyone...

just wan 2 be alone...

i being emo again...

i dun like this feeling

but i jus can't control it....

tht stupid adapter can't work again...

no more laptop 2 use....

im so damn tired....

n damn down right now....

I fall sick d...

2009-03-18T12:07:00.001+08:00

Fall sick d...

feel ill...

I failed.... again....

2009-03-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

Got my result yesterday...
Its so unexpected tht i fail again....
Damn it!
I fail statistic!!!
the sub tht i hate the most..
just can't believe tht i can fail....
for all those hardwork
i still can fail....
haihzzz.....

Just DEAL with it....

2009-03-10T02:19:00.003+08:00

Damn it...
Fucking emo now...
Just dun come n bother me Now.....
or I will bite u until u r dead!!!

Just learn 2 deal with it man!!!
We are all in stress as well.....

Emo day...

2009-03-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

Very stress...

Emo...
whole office is in stress...

all people are so emo....

including me!!!

Gosh!!!

DAMN IT!!!

Whole new experience...

2009-03-08T23:07:00.006+08:00

Take this pic in the car while we are on our way go Sepang....

Went to Sepang International Circuit(SIC) for shooting yesterday with all my colleagues... Have alot of fun there... saw alot of nice car there, ferrari, porsche, etc... wow....

Working hard and play hard at the same time there....hehe....

Besides that, i also have the chance to ride in Lotus 2-Eleven there...it was really great!!!

It is a experience tht i won't 4get... its was like a once in a life time experience.....

Yeah!!!this is the Lotus 2-Eleven that i ride in and beside me is the Empire Motorsports' driver, James Mitchell....

Although it was tiring but i think it is worth lor....hehe....

I really learn alot at there.....

Its me on the race track!!!

累。。。

2009-03-02T10:38:00.005+08:00

我累了。。。

很累。。。

很烦。。。

心情很差。。。

My Intern Life...

2009-02-28T21:37:00.002+08:00

Im so so tired now.... not enough sleep 4 me.....

Ald two weeks continuous no off day d becoz of we got project 2 rush...

I have gain weight here... OMG...

Learn alot of things here....really....

Good boss but a bit fierce, sometime funny also...

Good lady boss but very very like clean environment, so we hav 2 keep the office and warehouse clean all the time...

funny and nice colleagues...

sometimes we all very siao....

sometimes we all very stress becoz have 2 rush work and we all in the silence....

very scary wan...

Got 2 continue 2 work d...

update more about my intern life next time.....

My second day intern in Bert Comm.

2009-02-17T20:56:00.003+08:00

Move in my new house near office on 15 feb, no internet connection there so cannot online there, boring... only can watch my drama tht save in my laptop... gt nth 2 do there....haihzz....
16 feb, 1st day in Bert Comm., the people there are all very nice, glad that there are still 3 other Ktar students come here for intern, 2 frm broadcast n 1 advertising... im the only one pr here...1st day, everything is quite smooth 4 me... finish work at 7smth... quite early for my 1st day here...
2nd day, already gt work 2 do... but gt curi tulang a bit for online check mail coz no internet at home.... now still at office working ko... looks like 2day can't go bac so early d... nvm la, can learn more things but now ald a bit tired d...
Got 2 go bac 2 work d...
Blog next time when got chance 2 curi tulang again....hehe....
tata 4 now.....

一个人的情人节。。。

2009-02-14T21:47:00.002+08:00

今天是情人节，我却是独自的过。。。
我回到KL，家里只有我一个人。。。
全家人都去拍拖了。。
除了我。。。
突然，觉得好寂寞。。。
好像好久都没有一个人过情人节了。。
虽然我有情人，可是他却不在我的身边。。。
他在槟城，而我在吉隆坡。。。
好讨厌这种感觉。。。
明天就要搬去我做工的地方了，
还没收拾我的东西。。
好烦，好担心，
没心情收拾。。。。

Is the end of CNY but is a new start for me....

2009-02-11T06:02:00.004+08:00

Chinese New Year has over but is just a new start 4 me.... going 2 intern soon... will start my intern on 16 feb... for 3 months ....I have 2 move over there coz it is very far n inconvenience for me if i go bac 2 wangsa everyday... so hav 2 go bac earlier to kl 2 move my things over there 2 start my new life... becoz of tht i have 2 celebrate my valentine in kl...so cham... but what 2 do... my intern is more important...

This year valentine, dunno y...me nt feeling in celebrating it... no mood 2 buy present 4 him... 2 me... valentine day is not so important anymore... compare to my previous valentine, i used 2 prepare cards, choose present n buy it one week before..... but now, ald 11 feb d i still no idea wat 2 buy 4 him n even think of dun wan buy present 4 him instead we jus go eat hor liao can d...

Maybe bcoz i have changed, maybe bcoz me broke d, maybe becoz my thinking become mature d, or maybe ....

Dun wan 2 think so more d... i have 2 be prepared 4 my intern, im so worried abt my intern.... haihz.... prepare for big challenge 2 come... n i will do my best with all strength.... hopefully everything will works well 4 me in my intern.....

Oh ya... n wish all my friends who have bf n gf, Happy Valentine's Day....

I'm home..

2009-01-25T23:33:00.003+08:00

Yeah... I'm home....
After those study, revision, exam days...
Although still gt one more subject 2 go ...
But, the most important thing is
I'm finally home...
My sweet sweet home...
Happy Chinese New Year 2 everyone!!!
Muaaackzzz!!!

生，老，病，死。。

2009-01-16T23:06:00.003+08:00

一切都来得太突然了。。。
突然到我不知所措，不知该如何似好。。。
昨天，
我接到了一个非常非常坏的消息。。。
两个星期前，
她还因为我的笑话而笑个不停。。。
她还称赞我做的巧克力好吃。。。
而今天，
她却不在了，离我而去了。。。
我还来不及对她说我爱你，
来不及抱着她。。。
人生，就是那么的无常。。。
我唯一能做的是，把你永远永远藏在我心里。。。

距离。。。

2009-01-15T01:59:00.006+08:00

我们的距离，

曾经是只有一颗心的距离，

如此的靠近。。。

但，

如今我们之间的距离又有多近呢？

我自己也不知道。。

我曾经以为距离不会是我们的阻碍，

但，我似乎错了。。

距离让我们。。

不再那么的了解对方。。

不再有共同的话题。。

不再那么的有默契。。

生活也不再有交叉点。。。

原来，

距离可以如此的可怕。。。

让人在不知不觉之中改变生活中的一切。。。

天灰。。。

2009-01-10T19:20:00.003+08:00

今天的天很灰。。。
灰得令我有些烦。。。
今天的我，
学到了“忍人所不能忍”的道理了。。。
原来，
真的很难。。。

人，
很奇怪，
大人的心仿佛就像小孩这么的幼稚，
而小孩的心却很成熟。。。
可能，
这就是返老还童和人小鬼大的意思吧。。。

I am so lost....

2009-01-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

I am so lost now... Me like no direction d....I duno wat 2 do yet I have so so many things 2 do, so many notes 2 read, worried about my internship and more... I feel so lost now, i duno wat 2 do, all i can do is jus worried ... i so so worried about my intern, i hav send out so many resume d, but still no reply yet... i haven been 2 any interview yet n i dun wan 2 go 4 my interview during my exam.... my exam is just around the corner, it jus next week n i still worried about my intern.....

I feel so down now... i wan 2 go intern!!! could any company jus call me 2 interview?? Im so so desperate now.... OMG!!!!

I'm Bac 2 KL....

2009-01-04T10:32:00.017+08:00

I didn't update my blog 4 so long because i went bac 2 my hometown, Penang n i din bring my laptop with me, so cannot update anything...
jus reach kl on fri, miss penang d..

How urs holiday?? well, mine holiday is Great!!! I attend to my dear sis wedding on christmas eve n im her maid of honor... its my 1st time to be a maid of honor.... after her wedding, we go to walk around in Ipoh coz she married to Teluk Intan...

After stay one day in Ipoh, we go to Cameron Highland for 2 days.... I gain weight in Cameron Highland coz we go there jus eat n eat n eat.... hehe....

After tht we go bac to Juru n I go bac to Penang to meet my darling, hehe... go pak tor ... go to gurney plaza new wing.... beside pak tor, i aslo gt meet up with my high school friends... hang up with them.... go starbuck, kim garry n coffee island.... really happy can meet up and hang out with u all... miss those old days....

Wat about my new year eve?? Keke... I went out with him again... we go watch movie n go makan....eat Tom Yam Mee.... yeah, my favourite!!!

enjoy my own holiday very much... now its time 2 revision.... coz the final exam is coming... haihzz...

男人与女人。。。

2008-12-11T13:27:00.015+08:00

女人的爱情是她生活中的全部。。。

男人的爱情只是他生活中的一部分。。。

男人的爱情对於女人就好像毒品，

一旦染上，想戒也戒不掉。。。

而我，就是那笨女人。。。

男人与女人对爱情的共同观点。。。

遗失的回忆，总是最珍惜的

失去的东西，总是最想要的

得不到的爱，总是最深爱的

欣赏不到的景色，总是最美丽的

预测不到的结果，总是最意外的

说不出口的对白，总是最感人的

梦不到的情境，总是最想发生的

牵不到的手，总是最渴望的

看不到的笑容，总是最期待的

听不见的声音，总是最动听的

想不到的事，总是意外的

许不到的承诺，总是最真心的

错过的时间，总是最想回到过去的

犹虑爱不爱的人，心里总是最想念的。。。

Tagged....

2008-12-07T18:39:00.008+08:00

Tagged by Ping Ping....

i think this is the longest tagged i've ever do....

[01] Name: Shirmane

[02] Nickname: Gt alot, Shir shir, Mane mane, mei mei.....

[03] Married: NO

[04] Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

[05] Gender: Female

[06] Age: 20

[07] High School: SMJK Phor Tay

[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College (Penang n KL branch)

[09] Height: 152 cm (very short)

[10] Weight: secret...haha!!

[11] Do you like yourself: Yes...but if can slim down, better lor...

[12] Piercings: Yes

[13] Right or left: Both sides

[14] Are you a freak: Sometimes

[15] Hair: a bit brown coz dye before... straight hair....

[16] Skin: Yellow skin coz im a chinese ma....

[17] Allergic: Dust

[18] What are you doing now: do assignment...

[19] What will you do 1 hour later: do assignment!!!

[20] What will you do 10 years later: Be a good wife n a good mother... maybe only...

FAMILY

[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Not at the moment coz nw study at KL...

[22] Siblings (included you): 5

[23] Eldest: my sis

[24] Youngest: another sis...

[25] Love/hate your family: Love them very much....

[26] You found your another half: Yes....

[27] If yes, who is he/she: Someone who I love n love me very much.....

[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Jus have 2 be himself

[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Countless...hehe....

[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yes...

[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Yes...

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: yes, but is 2 my previous bf.....

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: secret.....

[34] Ever argue with your other half: yes...

[35] You with your other half since: 2007 May...

[36] Are you straight/lesbo: u say leh??

[37] Reasons you love your other half: Because i love him lor..

[38] You and your other half in which stage: Duno wor...

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: ....

[40] Ever think of marry he/she: yes...

[41] Your first best friend: Caryn

[42] Your first enemy: Rats...

[43] The friend you love the most: I love all my friends....

[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): Dun hav any at the moment

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Many wor....

[46] Your most handsome guy friend: haha... mus b my bf lar....hehe....

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Pretend to nice 2 u and backstab u...

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Not gentleman at all...

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No...

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No.

[51] If your friend backstabs you: I will very angry n feel hurt at the same time...

[52] If your friend betray you: I will wonder why she do tht 2 me...

[53] If your friend woo your lover: She will be not my friend anymore..

[54] If your friend fall in love with you: i will ask myself whether i love him or not, if not then we will still be friend...

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: I will jus keep it 2 myself n continue to be his best friend...

STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Haha.... depends....

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: depends also....

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Puan Mecca, my high school teacher....

[59] Always late to school/college: yaya... thatz me!!!

[60] Your class: OK...

[61] You love your seniors: yes...some....

[62] Senior who you love the most: No one at the moment....

[63] Your classmates good/bad: Good lah.

[64] Excellent result classmate: K shan...

[65] Laziest classmate: hmmm.... no comment.....

[66] Smart people: at the top management lor.... hehe....

[67] Stupid people: me is one of them.... i rather be a comm. tech.

[68] Good looking people: have their pitiful story too if they are pretty n eye-cathing

[69] Ugly people: have inner beauty as well....

[70] Funny people: i like 2 mix with funny people as im always happy around them....

[71] Cute people: make me smile

[72] Bad people: Jus hate it!!

[73] Honest people: can be easily bully by others, so dun be honest too often....

[74] Acting people: they make me wan slap them....

[75] You are what kind of people: cute gua... coz ppl always use this same word to describe me...

PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes.

[77] Hugs or kisses: can i have both???
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice stomach

[81] Listener or talker: listener

[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic!!!

[83] Good husband or Good Father: Both...

FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: planning in 28 - 30...

[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 ( a girl n a boy)

[86] Career: Not sure at the moment, but i do noe tht i dun wan be in the office wholeday... i wan job tht need 2 go out , job tht related to event wan....

[87] Salary: Of course my salary hav 2 be as high as possible coz i like to shopping, i need salary tht can afford me 2 go shop everyday....hehe...

[88] Retirement age: the day tht i think i dun wan working anymore....

[89] Properties value: No idea

[90] Wishes: I will alweiz happy with no worries n will 2gether with my bf forever n get As in my exam....

TAGGED

[91] Julie

[92] Adeline

[93] Michie

[94] Gillian

[95] Mao

[96] KK

[97] Birdy

[98] Joseph

[99] Nix

[100] Yumi

Im so SO tired....

2008-12-06T02:33:00.003+08:00

Im so so tired now.. i have stayed at Mao's home since tuesday...until friday... becoz of PR roles assignment... i hav 2 go her house overnight coz KK n she also stay at MU, so i hv 2 go there n we discuss our assignment until very late so, i might as well stay there... i so paiseh with mao coz i sleept on her bed n she have 2 sleep on others people bed... thank you Mao for let me sleep in ur bedroom n paiseh with her roomate also 4 disturbing them so many days....

I have learn alot of new things these few days... frm KK n Mao....
Thanks 2 Mao n KK....

I miss my bed liao... wan go sleep in my own bed d... hehe... nitez.....

Shopping day!!

2008-12-01T03:07:00.011+08:00

Its my shopping day!!! I have been shopping for 2 days continuously....now is the year end sales period n its everywhere!!! every shop is on sales now n its up 2 70%..... i think every girls also can't resist it, including me.... i finally found the white shoe tht i want 2 wear for my sis wedding n the dress for her wedding....

I thought tht i won't buy much in the Jusco at Alpha angle bcoz it jus hav 2 floor nia ma.... but.... guess im wrong!!!! the 1st day i go with Julie n Qing, we go shop in every shop tht in the Jusco, three of us buy almost 300 over, i spend 100 over in the 1st day... i din bring enough cash tht day n also din bring ATM card so i think i will continue shopping 2morow... can u guess how long the three of us shopping there??? we start 2 shop there from 2pm noon until 9smth... geng leh... we dun even notice the time n we get shocked when we look at the time when we go bac... hehe....

Ok, now the second day, i go shop with my housemate, yen hooi, michelle, howdy n nixon... yah... 2day boys also go shopping with us... 2day i spend even more than yesterday.... 2day spend almost 200... meet kuan n her family while shopping with my housemates..... we 2day shop frm 3pm until 10pm ...hehe...very happy but also sad at the same time coz frm 2day onwards im BROKE!!! hehe... total spending on these two days shopping, 300 over.....OMG....

here are some of my shoes n clothes tht i bought....

Yeah!!! MOvie...

2008-11-29T02:06:00.022+08:00

Yay... finally have time 2 go watch movie d... me ald long time din go cinema watch movie d, thanks 2 Gillian n Li May... v finally go watch "Twilight" d, v ald postponed it be4... n v cant tahan d, v jus said go n we straightaway go Cathay Cineplex watch... hehe... Gillian is like tht wan, said go then go d....

I think the movie is damn good... im not sure abt u guys, but i like 2 watch romantic love story, the main male actor was so SO handsome but a little over fair d... but nvm, as long as he handsome can d.. I really like the story line of this movie, if u like 2 watch romantic love story, i highly recommend this movie 2 u... as my roomate, Julie, Gillian n Li may ald addicted 2 it d... my dear Julie whole day listening 2 this movie soundtrack while Gill n May ald go bought the novel d...

After movie, I finally gt the chance 2 taste the meatball tht they always mentioned abt... its really nice, is my 1st time 2 eat beef... hehe.....one word .... Delicious!!! I know y Gillian always come here d...

we also take some nice photos there as all the mall r full with nice Christmas decoration d... started 2 got the Christmas mood d.... The deco are so nice n i jus cant stop 2 take photos there.... here r some of the photos v take there.....

It's m.i.f.a!

2008-11-29T02:05:00.012+08:00

2day i went 2 support my best fren, Birdy( Yeoh Beng Hong)... in the It's MIFA competition, she is one of the contestant... im really proud of her... she finally can reach her dream d... Know wat MIFA means?? M.I.F.A stands for Malaysian International Fashion Awards.. I jus know it when c Michie's blog...hehe....
This fashion show is held in The Gardens Hotel's Ballroom at 4pm, i went there with Michie, too bad tht Mao cant make it... Its really nice n very grand... both of us reach there at 4smth, v thought tht we r late d... but luckily the show haven start ko...

I really excited in there, this is my 1st time go watch a live fashion show.... n my best fren is one of the contestant.... me at there guessing which wan is Ah Bird's design.. n when i c her design.. i really really proud of her, she did it d!!! those clothes tht she design really nice.... but at the moment i c her walk on the run way... i can even feel her tired n her unconfidence... but nvm, u r always the best 2 me... really miss u as we din meet up 4 so long d.... finally v meet d... so happy but at the same time i so Sim Tia when c u so tired....

Girl, I really proud of u n u r alweiz the best 2 me, frenz 4ever... Muacksszzz....

Here r some of her designs....

this is the one i like the most out of all her designs....

me n my best fren, Birdy.... hehe... frenz 4eva... will support u alweiz!!! Gambateh ooh....

Happy day...

2008-11-21T02:13:00.006+08:00

Although i jus sleep at 8.30am this morning becoz have 2 finish my cyberlaw n find journal 4 PR roles... but i feel very happy 2day.... Duno why...

Mayb is becoz i finally finish my cyberlaw coz me n mao do this cyberlaw since week 6 until now... It takes my several sleepless night for almost 2 weeks...

Although 2day gt rainning when i want go bac but i doesn't influence my good mood at all... very sleepy 2day coz not enough sleep but becoz my dear Joseph have 2 come 2 my house 2 do his cyberlaw, i hav 2 sacrifice my sleep this noon, but still i still in a good mood... hehe....

While Joseph doing his cyberlaw, i received a good news, my sister is COMING 2 find me!! Yeay!!! what a surprise to me!! Im so SO HAPPY n quickly halau Joseph go bac... coz my sis is coming 2 fetch me go eat HOR LIAO!!! Yeah yeah!!!....I really wanted go bac Penang this week but i cant coz gt 2 many things 2 do d... so when i heard tht she is coming, I really REALLY happy... We go Genting Klang eat HOR LIAO.... i think the best food in this world is when u eat it with ur family members....

Other than tht, i received a birthday present frm my sis... itz a mascara... yeah... MASCARA.... i like it very much n the packaging is very very nice..... THANKS ya, sis....

After dinner, go Feeling with Joseph 2 prepare our cyberlaw presentation slide there coz Joseph computer dun hav power point... go there until 1am....

Overall, IM VERY HAPPY 2day....

This is the mascara tht my sis bought 4 me.... LOVE it!!!

Yay!!!

2008-11-20T03:24:00.011+08:00

Yay!!! Finally... finish our moral presentation d....we r the 1st group 2 do the presentation.....here r some photos tht we take after our presentation...

Itz me, Joseph n Mao....

we do a drama about protest in our moral presentation, tatz y we all like "xiao lang" ... haha... quite fun pun...

the photo is a bit blur... but tht wat i hav....thanks 4 gill, li ming n li may 2 be our "kehlefeh" in our drama....

Another Yay is i gt a belated bday cake frm my roomate n housemate... Thanks ya!!! Love u all.... Muacks.... here r the photos of my cakes n photos with my housemates..... THANKS!!!

New experience...

2008-11-16T23:12:00.006+08:00

2day me, Julie, Hui Ping n Julie's frens go 2 audition for "i want to be a DJ" at Sri Pentas, TV3... my roomate saw this audition online... so, we jus go n take experience n hav fun there... this is the 1st time i go inside the media prima building, the audition start frm 9am unil 5pm, we all go there at abt 3smth... we r given a script n there are 2 sheets of script, one is mandrin n another is cantonese, i struggle 4 that cantonese wan...

we waited in a room n wait 4 our turn... we wait until 4smth n there are people take the photo of each of us 1st before we go in the room for the audition... n guess wat?? i meet 叶剑峰 n one of the previous superstar contestant there, 4gt his name d there...

Im so nervous before i go inside...n when i go in, i not so nervous d coz the person who interview me is very friendly n is jus the two of us... is not so formal that i think... is on one to one n is in a informal way... is jus like talking nia... coz she is sitting beside me n we r like chatting... she jus ask me to read the script 1st paragraph nia... jus like tht... i finish my audition in less than 5 minutes... is so fast....

On the other hand, my roomate julie n qing are more lucky, they are interview by Jeff, the Dj... so good, they said tht they gt record down their voice n me n hui ping wan dun have... too bad... aiya.....

After the audition, we go 2 One U there to find some food coz we r all starving... at first we wan go eat McD wan but we jus found the McD kiosk nia, din found the shop... so we jus walk around finding other food.. n we decided 2 go eat SUSHI!! we eat sushi at Sushi Zanmai, the decoration inside is very nice n the food there is nice also n the price is cheaper compare 2 Sushi King.... we enjoy the meal very much n we take alot of photos there... will upload the photos when received the photos frm Hui Ping n Qing....

We go walk around after we finish our meal n i bought myself 2 alphabet key chain for myself as a gift for my birthday!!! Yay...

Thaz how i spend my time 2day n we go bac home at 8smth..... really enjoy myself 2day....

these are the 2 key chain that bought 4 myself...

the M wan i ald modified it 2 become a necklace d... LOVE it!!!

Stupid... frienster....

2008-11-16T22:29:00.003+08:00

My friend list in friendster account has all been deleted.... stupid... jus left 5 only... frm 500 over left 5 only... few days ago say its maintenance, now all my friend list are deleted...

Besides that, i also heard rumours that friendster will start 2 charge us for each of our friend in our friend list soon... the free limit they provide us is 20 only... n the rest we hav 2 pay 4 u...

The friendster really stupid wan... if like that, where still gt ppl will use d?? they will lose out money n will shut down soon....

If like that, better we all dun wan 2 use friendster d, use facebook or other social networking better....

STUPID!!!!!

The story of my 20th Birthday....

2008-11-14T01:57:00.000+08:00

I celebrate my 20th bday in KL n GUESS wat, i have been sleeping early in the morning abt 5 or 6 smth since last Saturday until yesterday continuously... 2 do all those assignments...I was like a panda for now...

OK, bac 2 the topic.. my 20th bday in KL... i sleep in 5smth in the early morning... i received my bday wishes from Gillian, Joseph n Limbert when the clock ticks at 12am.. Really happy tat someone out there still remember my bday... but i feel so disappointed tat the 1st one who call n wish me is not my bf... is Joseph n Limbert that call me... anyway thanks Joseph n Limbert who r always there 4 me 2 hear all my sad stories of mine... thanks 4 being a good listener n good friend of mine...

My 20th bday is totally not same as usual as i was in Penang. I used 2 hav all my best fren around me on my bday, we go sing k, clubbing n partying with all the funs...n most important of all, every year i hav my family tat celebrate my bday with me... with BIG CAKES... lots of present, n most important of all, bithday song....

But this year, everyting is different with my previous bday, everthing seem so wrong... i was like so emo, so down, so tired, no mood... mayb is bcoz of my bf, mayb is bcoz a lot of assignment that makes me pressure, mayb is not being around with my best fren n family... alot of possibilities....

I was like SO SO emo n i cried on my birthday!!! can u imagine that??? Yes, i CRIED on my birthday, not once only but twice... At that moment, i feel like rush bac 2 Penang straightaway... my birthday not suppose 2 be like tat.... but it turn out 2 be like tat.... no fun at all, no presents, no cake, no birthday song for me...

My phone line was being cut off in the morning on my birthday n i cant make calls n sms. Duno why being cut off...quarrel with my bf 9am in the morning... which turn out tat i only sleep for 4 hours nia... Late 4 Mr.C class n u noe wat i get for my birthday?? Another ASSIGNMENT!!! 27 days 2 complete it... WTF....

Taz not the end of the story yet... when i wan go bac home... the rain started 2 rain heavily n i end up my clothes are all wet d when i reach home even i taking an umbrella... Can u imagine how heavy is tat rain?? Luckily gt Joseph tat accompany me home or else im all alone in the rain on my birthday... how sad is tat...

My roomate has prepared a mix vege n meat salad for me as a gift 4 me when im home... n it is delicious... n go eat buffet steamboat with my housemate... eat until very full... they all belanja me .... thanks 2 Yen Hooi, my all time best fren, Julie, my dear roomate, Shu Xian, Michelle n Nixon.... thanks 4 the treat... really have fun when we eat the steamboat although is jus a simple meal... we all eat frm 7smth until 10smth.... we r all very VERY full....

Taz not the end of my birthday yet.... Joseph call me out 2 Yam Cha at 11smth, we go 2 Feeling Cafe, we go there 2 chat n hear songs... Joseph really say a lot of advice to me n i feel more better now d... I should hav think more positive side than negative side....n i completely ok now...

Both of us yam cha at feeling cafe until almost 1am then he walks me bac.... Oh ya, n i manage 2 make a wish with a candle tat use 2 heat up our tea pot... Haha... thanks 2 Joseph.....n thanks 4 the treat ya....

Taz the end of the story of my 20th bday in KL.....

Special thanks 2 Joseph, Limbert, Mao, Gillian, Li May, Yen Hooi, Julie, Shu Xian, Michelle, Nixon and frens who wish me... Thanks ya... Love u all.... Muackzz....

This is the mix vege n meat salad that my roomate, Julie made 4 me.....

it really taste nice.... Thanks Julie....